WEAK.

hello guys. whatcha doing ? me ? i'm almost bored to death. i've always been hating this freaking day called SUNDAY. although it's holiday, it doesn't make any difference when you think about the next day. you know what i mean ? alright, you don't have to. LOL 
so.. today i woke up like... 9 am ? i thought i would wake up on 12 pm or something cus i only slept on 2.30 pm the night before. went out to Toa Payoh Central to meet Wen Xin and Zhe Ting. had lunch together and we were planning to catch a movie, but suddenly Zhe Ting's father called and asked her to go home. so, we went back home. FOR GOOOOOODNESS' SAKE, PROMISE ME WENXIN, JUNALIZ, SABRINA AND ATIKAH, WE HAVE TO GO OUT AFTER THE END OF YEAR EXAM! i've been stressing myself recently with many thoughts such as EOY Exam, HIM, etc etc. i hate myself for being so weak, stupid, immature, sensitive and fragile. Please God, i've had enough. i wanna be strong and independent. i dun wanna make troubles to the people around me. they're also having their own life. haish. LOL 
okay maybe that's all for today. BYE BYE :D 

 " The good times are indeed, won't last forever. But those good and beautiful memories that you've created with me, will remain and last forever in my heart. Can't you just help my heart and mind to erase those memories that we've ever had, like the way you've did to your heart and mind ? sadly, you won't ever notice that it's just so hard to put this feeling aside cus YOU DON'T KNOW how much it will hurt me! YOU DON'T EVEN CARE EITHER. that's the worst part. "