i wonder if the things that remind me of you, will also remind you of me.

taken right before i posted this blog! HAHA. hate my bloodyhell new pimple -.-" 

hi! (: it's Saturday but i didn't go anywhere cus i gotta revise for the upcoming END OF YEAR EXAM. sounds really scary but the fact is, YES IT DOES SCARY. bleaarhh ~ X( 12 more days!! 

well, today's tuition has been cancelled cus my tutor said that his mother is hospitalized. awww i hope she'll get well soon :( 

I'm officially MISSING Nasi Ramas, a delicious food from my lovely hometown, Pekanbaru <3 i gotta wait for another 2 months and i swear, i will eat as much as possible right after i go back there. HAHA :D say hello to fats! 

in the morning, i was actually watching my long-waited new Korean drama named Playful Kiss, starred by Kim Hyun Joong! yess my prince who got a face to die for! heehee. but i feel super disappointed cus the story are quite ridiculous. I'm expecting more than that, really. so i've decided to stop watching it and go back to do my revisions. HAIX. =.= 

and to be honest, i really miss my so-called favourite uncle at the Swami Home (old folks' home) that we visited 2 days ago. i feel like visiting him again and i really have to, after the bloody EOY exam ended. i want to cheer him up. haish i miss you uncle! HAHA *random* 

so in conclusion, my whole Saturday morning till the afternoon were quite okayyy, until someone has ruined my "supposed-to-be-wonderful" evening. YES YOU BLOODY HELL B*TCH. can't you just stop pretending and lying to us? you're insane. REALLY. we hate you, and we DISLIKE you. feel like punching your face upside down. 

i'm so sorry for being rude and using some vulgarities, but really, haish. i bet you'll also do the same thing if you were ME. hmmm. :/ 

currently in LOVE with Jason Derulo and Ashley Tisdale's songs. BOTH OF THEM ARE AWESOME. i suggest you all to purchase or download their latest album :) 

 

okay. so that's all for today. Bye Bye :D~ 

" everytime i glanced through your pics on Facebook, my mind is telling me to stop hoping. it also telling me that i really got no chance to be with you. sadly, i trust my mind, cus you and me are too impossible to be true. but i dunno why, somewhere deep down in my heart, that 'hope' is still there. still there. haish. what if i need you, boy? what if i said i love you, boy? would you even try to save me or accept me, or would you find some lame excuses to reject me? i think i know your answer... "